January 2010
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January poems
January was Japanese waka poems. I used two styles: Tanka, the common short form, and Choka, the longer form.
Jan 31st
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Beyond tomorrow
I have been thinking of finding a better way to fill my hours. So lately I’ve been writing, working out, and making plans.
Jan 31st
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D'oh 2
I had so much fun that I forgot to write a poem yesterday. I need to stop forgetting or start writing in advance.
Jan 31st
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Faith
As the night falls down, my heart begins to settle. No matter the gloom, I continue to believe: everything will be fine.
Jan 30th
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Apples or Oranges?
I could ask about the nature of the world, the stars in the sky, the existance of a soul… All manner of things: religion, politics, truth… But what you asked for was an uplifting moment so:  apples or oranges?
Jan 28th
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Boxen in the mail
Pretty and shiny, it even glows in the dark! I hope this toy lasts longer than the ones before. I do play so very rough.
Jan 28th
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D'oh
I hate those moments when I say something foolish. I usually realize how dumb I’m being only after I’ve said it…
Jan 27th
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Eureka
Clarity thunders, striking me upside the head. Today a few things started making much more sense. I know the feeling will pass in a short while. I’m doing my best to get my ideas down before they’re gone forever.
Jan 26th
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I should be sleeping
As the nighttime falls I struggle to stay awake and finish this task. Is it still a good thing if I no longer enjoy it?
Jan 25th
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Old emotions
“I want to show you The very best part of me Twenty-four, seven.” I found this while cleaning up some old emails.  I wrote it to my lover - we’re no longer together. I’m still looking for someone I with whom I can share this feeling.
Jan 24th
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Yume
I believe that there’s a great truth in those moments that lie in the space between dreams and the earth but it fades quickly, like a mist.
Jan 24th
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How was your day, dear?
The sound of raindrops landing on my dry windshield followed by the sight of feathers on the river. Morning spent with an unruly, annoying child that was hurting but could not explain it to me. The afternoon drag - both a herald and a tease for I was in pain and I knew it would worsen before I could find my rest.
Jan 22nd
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Dénouement
Let it be known that while the acts are on display before the world the epilogue is hidden behind the thick curtain’s folds.
Jan 21st
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Traveler's blessing
Fair winds, fair water, you travelers of the waves. May God carry you where it is you need to go with no more trouble than you need see on the way. May fortune find you: Luck and gold, treasure and jewels, and things immeasureable.
Jan 20th
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Coping
The feeling of pain and the burden of sadness - I acknowledge them and take them into myself. Devouring them and then I try to turn them into something beautiful.
Jan 20th
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Write one leaf about honey.
(via writeoneleaf) Golden and fragrant, a sweet fermented nectar. Adornment for our buscuits, muffins, croissants, and all manner of baked goodies.
Jan 20th
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Oops
I made a mistake and missed yesterday’s update. Pulling a double to make up for missing it. Need to write these in advance…
Jan 20th
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Looking for a place to call my own
Apartment searching - I’m moving closer to work. Looked at five so far but none of them fit quite right. The first was lovely but I wanted to look more. The second was close but a few things just weren’t right. The third was quite nice but I still just wasn’t sure. The fourth was alright but disliked the neighborhood. The fifth was not great - the lady sold it too...
Jan 18th
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Insoluble
Trapped inside today by the wind and the cold rain. Going slightly mad - I want to get out and run as far as my legs can go.
Jan 17th
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The waiting game
Quietly waiting while observing the steady passage of the clock. I know it could all go wrong but things just might go well too…
Jan 17th
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Forward thinking
If you want to make the world a better place, start by thinking small. You’d be surprised just how far a drop of kindness can go.
Jan 15th
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Write one leaf about being naked.
(via writeoneleaf) I can’t really say I’m comfortable showing myself to people. For some reason I’m worried that I’ll end up getting hurt.
Jan 15th
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Forget-me-not
What are my colors? What’s the nature of my words that are not spoken? What is it I want to say… How do I want to say it…
Jan 15th
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No matter how small, it means something to me
A burning skyline, a day’s weight on my shoulders, a night’s weight to come, followed by some fleeting sleep. Where is the value hidden in this daily dance? It can be found in a stone, tree, a drop of rain, and in every grain of sand.
Jan 13th
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Loot whore
I’m glad I didn’t stay up too late yesterday and wear myself out. I had a blast staying up tonight with some online friends.
Jan 13th
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Tired and achey
I feel like I am teetering on the edge of picking up a cold. I know I should get some rest but I’d rather stay up late.
Jan 12th
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Dance with the devil in the seat of my chair
A weekend that’s spent in idleness can be good every now and then. But do it too often and you’ll have catching up to do.
Jan 11th
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Exclusion
If you cast me out, I would live, if only to rebel against you. And if you tried to kill me, I would grieve for you but I wouldn’t show mercy. And if, after that, you treated me with kindness, I’m not sure I would trust you.
Jan 9th
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Inclusion
If you called for me, I’d take to the road for you and walk through fire. If you made a home for me, I’d take up my sword and strike down a god for you. If you bored of me, I would open up my chest and then trouble you no more.
Jan 9th
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Not-so-common courtesy
Anyone know how to let someone down easy? I sure as hell don’t. Sometimes I’m entirely too nice for my own damn good.
Jan 7th
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Sotto fuerru mono - dubtitled
I wish that what I truly desired could be stuffed into a box and gaily wrapped but, alas, it isn’t that kind of gift.
Jan 7th
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In my head all day
The thundering roar, howling through the sky, towards the horizon’s end. Is what’s inside of me the voice, azure, or edge? Which one is behind my eyes? Or perhaps they’re all a fragment of my spirit: the being, journey, and goal.
Jan 5th
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Indecision
It’s hard deciding between what you want to do and what you need to. Especially when both are things that you feel you should do.
Jan 4th
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What I did over break
I watched some movies, stuffed myself with chocolate, and stayed up too late. After all of that, I am dreading going back to work.
Jan 3rd
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Friendly fire
I fought with a friend over a minor issue for the umpteenth time. While he acted like a jerk, I was a little too harsh.
Jan 2nd
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Mights
I’m dancing around to avoid decisions that I’m scared to confront. So much could go wrong it’s hard believing it might work out.
Jan 1st